I actually supposed to campak the resignation letter last week. But I'm still in dilemma to menyerah diri to TJ Agency memandangkan Aydin still depend on me. It's not because of the job but if I officially become to full time agent, I need to go to the 4 days mandatory training, organized by the company (PRU). The worst thing is, I need to stay there for 4 days and for sure it's without Aydin. Arghh! How come Aydin can sleep well every night without me? Even if I leave him for 8 hours at his mama's pun mommy dah tak keruan. Ni kan pulak 4 hari? I'm now totally in dilemma. Confused, blur, runsing, pening, bingung......
