realiti

Bitter Melody - Idle Hands

I was the luckiest girl in the world

You were so delicate, simple & pure

We’d never separate

Every night, this we swore

Our lives were meaningless if one should walk out that door

And now I can’t explain how the walls came down

Every time I turn to you, you’re nowhere around

Now all our days together turn to days spent apart

Well tell me what’s this lucky girl to do

I don’t want to be forever longing for you in some bitter melody

But I’ll go on as I stumble through this haze

I was the happiest girl in the world

You were the only one I simply adored

We’d always be together

We’d never be torn

Our lives were meaningful until you walked out that door

And now I can’t explain how the walls came down

Every time I turn to you, you’re nowhere around

Now all our days together turn to days spent apart

Well tell me what’s this lucky girl to do

I don’t want to be forever longing for you in some bitter melody

But I’ll go on as I stumble through this haze

I turn to touch your face

But all I feel is your cold. 

I yearn for your embrace

But all I get is your shoulder

What have I done to you to make you feel this way

My love belonged to you

What more can I say

I don’t want to be forever longing for you in some bitter melody

But I’ll go on as I stumble through this haze

Kadang, kita selalu mendabik dada dengan kebahagiaan kita, kan? Kita cerita pada semua orang. Kita hebah pada semua orang yang boleh dengar, yang boleh baca, yang boleh melihat. Sampai kita lupa yang hidup kita sebenarnya tidak berstatus. Hari ini, mungkin kita di puncak pelangi. Esok lusa, entah-entah ke dasar kolam najis. Tahu sajalah, mulut manusia. Bila mereka dah mendengar, dah membaca dan dah melihat, datang celaka pada kita, mereka berdekah gelak tak ingat. Sudahnya, kitalah yang merana. Kitalah yang sedih. Kitalah yang sakit hati. Kitalah yang dianiaya.

Hal diri sendiri. Hal keluarga. Walau gembira. Aib jauh sekali. Usahlah dihebah melampau. Penyudah cerita di alam realiti tak sama macam cerita Cinderella. Takkan sama. Takkan klise. Takkan stereotaip.